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My Near Death Experience

Discovering the truth of all existence….

When my group tour in Egypt ended, I returned to Luxor to spend a week with my new love. I asked him to find some antique beads for my jewelry designs. It’s when I went to pay for them on my last day in Egypt, that a whole new life emerged.

In Egypt, it’s customary to serve customers coffee or tea. As a special guest of my friend, they offered to share a ‘marijuana cigarette’ with me. I don’t smoke or do drugs and refused. And, they threw a fit! I insulted them. Yikes! I didn’t mean to and decided it might be best to be a wee bit more gracious. So, having tried pot a couple times before (and nothing seemed to even happen to me – I didn’t even get a buzz or anything) I acquiessed thinking it might best to join in and soothe the insult.

The ‘marijuana cigarette’ went around twice and it was time to go. But, I couldn’t move. My legs and arms were frozen. I felt myself slipping out of my body. I tried to keep myself in the body and somehow moved my hands into a cupped position. I thought if I could just have some water to splash my face – I’d be ok. My last thought was, “Oh Shit! My mascara is going to run!” I know that sounds trite. Can I say, a wee bit of my French Canadian vanity just eeeked out!

Then, I saw myself standing behind myself. I observed everyone in the room and could see their entire life movie. It was like watching every TV at Circuit City on a different channel. I began to float up a black tunnel that turned to gold with strange people in foreign costumes

They greeted me; smiling and acknowledging me. Accepting and loving me unconditionally.

I’m not sure I can really explain how unconditional love feels, but, it was safe, comforting, complete and all encompassing. There seemed to be no limits, boundaries or conditions to the love they had for me.

I reached a platform in a light mist and found myself standing alone and was invited to take a step forward into what felt like a pulsating kaleidoscope of color. A silent voice explained:

The creative fabric of the Universe …

This is where all things exist, including past and future. It is the omnipresent of all. All things are created here and it holds the wisdom of the Universe. The codes of all things, knowledge and wisdom emerge from this place.

It was if it was a large factory for creating, storing, an processing everything in the Universe. I struggled trying to comprehend the vastness to this place and all of its amazing complexity. I wondered, is this the Matrix? My body turned into a vibrant shiny gold metallic-like substance, melted into a puddle then I transformed to an etheric form.

Somehow I knew that what occurred was a transformation into a new vibration that would allow for travel into other realms. It was like a buzz of electrical energy blending into the bright, radiant energy of the sun. It actually felt funny to me! Then, a beautiful egg shaped light appeared in front of me. The light being was a gender-less and exuded “love”. Light energy flickered around it and glowed while moving and communicating only thought forms. I felt deep appreciation and love as the light being explained I was on a tour of the ALL.

Somehow, I understood that the Light was my protection and my birthright. This was home and it was available for all to experience, only few choose to it.

“You are not expected to understand the complexities of the dimensions of our Universe but, as you take the steps on this journey you gather more glimpse of the Truth to assist you in your process. Be patient with your ability to understand as Truths unfold in your consciousness, for it is not your mission to fully understand the secrets of the Universe. Trust that the Great Mystery is designed to be just that – a Great Mystery. As you build on your collection of insights, you grow in wisdom and in light. Timeless beauty and truth is for all to share.”

The Group of Twelve …

My guide escorted me into a very large sleek and modern building.  It was elegantly appointed with a total sense of perfection, everything was proportionate, intentional and beautiful. I have never had such a strong Earthly impression about a building before. We instantaneously moved into the building, then into a conference room filled with twelve men in dark suits sitting around a table. They too radiated joy and love and with a knowingness, certainty and expectation of my arrival. They  telepathicallycommunicated of wisdoms of the Universe.

Information appeared to pour into my consciousness like a turbo download, available for retrieval at a later time. It was as if there were lids on their heads that opened and inside was a glowing radiant light. They explained the Light was present in all of us and that I was able to see within all beings.

The group knew I had a burning desire to come home, but explained this was only a rest stop. There is more to my soul’s growth and journey on Earth and I would return after my tour.

The Gold Door…

As if in an instant, a very wide, infinite hall of colorful doors appeared in front of me.  I was invited to step through the doors of my choice and felt an dutiful responsibilty in stepping through the doorway. I knew there would be no going backwards.

The closest door to my right was a Gold door. Stepping through it, I entered a realm called ‘LOVE’.

This is the main ingredient of all creation – the pulse of ALL that IS. Love is the force or energy that binds all molecules. It is the foundationsl structure of the Law of Attraction, which is the process of bringing things together and holding them together. It is an incredible bonding force that permeates all things.

All of nature is filled with ‘love’. The amazing force or energy is responsible for our attraction to nature –animals, plants, and minerals. The force of love connects us to ourselves, others and all of nature. The love force is like an electromagnetic bond that permeates all things.

As we learn to love ourselve the ‘Energy of Love’ within us accelerates, drawing to it all thoughts and desires. Our ability to manifest in our bodies accelerates our psychic awarerness and our connection to all opens. Our earthly lessons challenge us to connect with ourselves, to love, honor and respect ourselves embracing all of who we are.

I found myself wondering, but how can we achieve it? And, the doubts seemed to be washed away as quickly as they appeared.

I can not separate from the energy of Love since it composes the fabric of life. If I do not feel it, or feel separated from it, it is only in my conscious mind.

As I stood there embraced by Love, I knew I just stepped into it. It was just that simple.

I heard a voice say, “Allow yourself to be. Surrender to what is.”

I was expanding, morphing and re-shaping as a numeric formula or symbols generated around me over and over. It is self-creating and self-expanding consciousness. Ideas and thoughts are energy that when directed towards it magnifies it into being stronger.

I actually considered not leaving this space as a vortex of energy whirled and swirled around me spinning me like a tornado faster and faster. Then, I felt myself outside the golden door facing another door.

The Pink Door

I found myself now standing in front of a pink door and effortlessly merged with the door rather than step through it. What first appeared solid was in fact was NOT and I was transported me into a sea of leafy green energy that enveloped my entire being. A green vibration penetrated every cell of what I thought was my physical form. It seemed to reach into the past as well as the future. There seemed to be no exact form of me anymore. I simply became the green fluid movment that neutralized imbalances and bodily disharmony. The only sense I had was a feeling of peace and tranquility. I don’t comprehend nor do I think I ever will. The sense I had was that it was almost like a sci-fi movie happening to me.

Time didn’t exist here; I just felt myself absorbed into the light. The sense was that cells in my earthly body were being activated and cellular memories were being released. My body was being re-wired and re-configured to meet new physical requirements. It was if I was a super-computer system being re-booted.

I learned the body stores memories that were locked up and needed to be triggered or released. Like an electronic filng system, pulses of light surged, activating old inactive files and purged others that were outdated. Some of the memories appeared to be from other bodies or times and were not relevant to this incarnation.

Certain organs were being renewed. Areas that were sleeping were awakened. Other areas that were over-worked and exhausted were rejuvenated. I could not see specifics since its’ too complex and detailed. It was wondrous. The body is an amazing computer in of itself, but this complex and spontaneous energetic circuitry magic was beyond comprehension.

True health I understood can be achieved and maintained but it is independent upon a harmonious co-ordination of spirit, mind, emotions and body. Out in front of me appeared images of what appeared to be Health Laws, showing me the invisible causes of ill health.

Complex Yet Simple

I could see that positive, joyful, loving thoughts create harmony, strength and longevity in the body, stimulating the free flow of the vital energetic forces. On the other hand, negative, angry, fearful thought create blocks and stagnant energy. Negative thoughts prevent the body from functioning optimally, eventually creating toxic and debilitating effects and, ultimately causing dis-ease.

I could see illness manifested in my body from worry and self-destructive thoughts. Old feelings and emotional patterns flashed in front of me as I viewed my own creative emotional pattern. Negative thoughts created energetic barriers that blocked the flow of the Universal Love energy.

Old negative and destructive thought patterns stimulate and accumulate toxins in the body creating resistance to well-being. I saw how my body breaking down as a child and slowly developed over time.

Worry and Depression ~~ Life-Threatening?

I never really looked at it from that perspective. But, I now saw myself tangled in self-judgement and emotions that no longer served me. I was trapped in a place of comparing myself wih others and not being able to dig my way out.

In my mind, since there was no way out, I continued to dwell in an emotional spiral that limited me. I could see childhood fears that held me prisoner in my own castle. Like stepping into a past time vignette, I merged with an energetic structure that was built around “my father doesn’t love me”. Then I realized it twisted that thought into “I’m not loveable”, then each time I saw a hint of an “I’m not loveable” situation, it created an emotional reaction inside of me. It snagged and dragged me down.

Negative emotions such as grief, guilt, worry, feelings of failure, resentment and suppressed anger produce over-secretion of the same hormones that suppress the immune system. My job was stressful. The divorce caused me stress. And a depressional lingered like nightmare in the arctic winter.

I was angry about my childhood, Dad’s alcoholism, his death, relationships with men and myself. I was angry at life for its hardships and resented living.

All I had to do was acknowledge myself because the truth was that I am really whole and complete.

Struggle to Re-enter My Body

I found myself flying like a comet from space and I heard a distant voice saying, “I’m coming back now!” I was heading towards the blue planet off in the distance that was getting larger and larger in size. I wondered where I left myself there. Then, I as I approached it, I heard voices in a language I didn’t understand. Arabic! Oh yes, I recalled, I left myself in Egypt. Once locating my body, I struggled for what felt like 20 minutes to get into a very dense and sticky wetsuit. Yuck! This was hard to get into.

Complete BLISS…

My friends assisted me up three flights of stairs to the flat where my friend explained,“You DIED! Your heart and breathing stopped!” Unable to walk unassisted, resting for several hours, I then began my return journey to San Diego.

When I was getting re-acquainted with my body and surroundings, I noticed a non-physical being superimposed in the woodgrain of the armoire across the room. Sekhmet, the goddess of healing, transformation and magic, had a lion’s head and a female body.

Disturbing Vision…

So, I directed my attention out the window to the green farmland along the river, Nile. This was ‘real’ I told myself. But, everytime I looked across the room, I could see and feel Sekhmet. Yikes! I was losing it, I thought. And, leaving was a bit of a relief.

Arriving back in the US, over twenty-hours later however, was even a bigger challenge. Getting off the plane at JFK, New York, all the people appeared as if they were walking paper dolls. I could see and feel “fear, anger, despair and grief” and was highly disturbed.  I had stepped into a “world of paper dolls” and I wanted no part of it.

How could I remain separate from the world of paper dolls?

Sinking into a Deep Depression

As months passed, I sank into a deep depression as I found myself living in the thick and slow vibration called, “my life”. I became a bitch on wheels and slowly pushed away friends, hobbies, and my work. I sought psychic and other metaphysical guidance or understanding to what happened. All I knew was that I was different than I was before.

My life wasn’t working …

Every psychic told me something different. Now, that was a big red flag! It took me a while to figure out that only I had my answers! I had to go within to find out what happened. Fortunately in my quest for answers, an energy healer told me, “You have stuck energy!” What a big relief that was! Now, I could do something about my life that sucked big time.

Not sure about anything though, I began clairvoyant training with Intuitive Insights in San Diego and other clairvoyant teachers. We are all ‘clairvoyant / psychic / intuitive’ and most of us have shut off our natural abilities. My dad always said, “use the right tools, for the right job”.

In my case, I’ve always been highly intuitive but my near-death experience seemed to ‘crank up my psychic sensitivities’ and now I need to heal myself and manage them — turn them off, turn them on and create with intention. I was desperate to get my life back on track – surely, it had to be uphill from here.

Committing to learn new tools and techniques, it wasn’t long before I started to ‘feel’ different. Life began to take a turn as I was nudged down the path of supporting others in their own growth.

Soon, my energy work literally created miracles for myself and others.

It was if living really started becoming magical  !!!!